This website is more than just a collection of thoughts; it’s an extension of a deeply personal journey, one that seeks to unravel the intricate tapestry of a life lived with a unique operating system. Here, you’ll find writing, reviews, and essays that stem from core reflections on my life.

For decades, I grappled with a persistent sense of “otherness,” a feeling of being fundamentally distinct from those around me. From a childhood shaped by poverty in a small Missouri town, through the isolating scrutiny of school, to the complex dynamics of family and early adult relationships, I navigated a world that often felt bewildering. I built a “mask” to survive, a protective shell that, while offering sanctuary, also exacted a heavy toll.

It wasn’t until recently, at the age of 45, that a pivotal diagnosis arrived: autism. This discovery transformed everything, offering a new lens through which to re-understand every memory, every struggle, and every triumph. It’s the moment the “monster” I perceived myself to be began to transform into a distinct, understandable self.

The narrative in the reflections – DNA category, is deeply rooted in the Xennial experience – a micro-generation caught between the analog world of childhood and the digital explosion of young adulthood. This unique position amplified the feeling of being an alien, navigating social landscapes and technological shifts without a clear map or a shared language for neurodivergence.

Through the content on this website – be it a personal reflection, a review of a game that shaped my perspective, or an essay delving into the nuances of neurodivergent experience – I invite you to explore this journey of self-discovery. It’s a story of finding belonging, forging connections, navigating love and loss, and ultimately, embracing the intricate, powerful truth of an Autistic Xennial Tale. This space is dedicated to understanding, to sharing, and to finding redemption in the raw, honest truth of who I am.